8.24.2009;
♥ 11:47 PM
;armour me tightjust a quick one before I go off to dreamland!
monday is always a good day and I hope Jean's speech went fine today. she would totally kill it I just know. math really stinkssss. anyway I came home and watched miss universe pageant today teheheh! Its so hilarious hearing phionna and my mum, yes my mum, bitching about the girls' fake smile and abs and what not. I mean, they totally stole my job. hahaha it was so funny and the results were so unexpected because we expected Miss Australia or Miss Porta Reco (sp?) to win or something, and Miss Venezuela won AGAIN AGAIN. Gosh. the former 2008 Miss Universe was also from Venezuela and I think we all kindof get the point that the country grooms really beautiful women and talented stars but but isn't it enough alreadyy. anyway this year's really interesting to watch because its held in Atlantis, bahama islandssss (: oh my goose i swear that place is a paradise :/ OKAY OKAY I really could go on ranting about it but I want to sleep early (:
"Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak. Courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen."
Winston Churchill
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8.23.2009;
♥ 10:04 PM
& when all else fails, we dont
HEHEHHE (: im really happy today yay! im about 1/3 through BOF and its so amazinggg (: HEHEHEH OMG OMG OMG (: my weekend has been really nice and life is so much fun when you forget exams and all! LALALALALAAL (: ANYWAY I THINK LEEMINHO IS SO SO CUTE (: AND AND I LOVE TALKING ABOUT HIM TO SAM. I have to marvel sometimes, at what life throws at me yknow. Anywayy I think im being very foolish getting addicted to a korean drama which everyone watched 100 times over and maybe already got over it. So, I have so few people to squeal to but thank goodness for sam sam sam (: HEHEHEH OH ANYWAY I went to catch GI JOE with alanna and samantha after our chineseee paper and idk but that moment kind of marks the start of the escatic feeling I have now! Maybe, I do derive joy from all the friends, going out and everything. But sometimes, it can be dangerous cant it. I do have to learn how to spend time with me alone and maybe go to movies alone. WHICH I AM GOING TO DO SOMEDAY (: Oh oh anyway we went to celebrate my grandmum's birthday today at this really cool restaurant. Its a japanese cum french restaurant I think because they serve such interesting food and federick was complaining throughout about how the plates were so big but the portion size is so small. It was so funny (: I guess thats like how they say the more you pay, the lessser you get. but lesser is more? HAHAHAHA okay this is not working anyway anyway im realllllly happy because after this weeek, I wont have exams for about 4 more weeks before the EYAs. But in the meantime, I am just going to live.
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8.15.2009;
♥ 11:35 PM
omg omg look at the below post, I didnt even realise that I blogged on 11.11pm (: (: (: I promise it wasn't intentional. Isn't life so amazing sometimesss
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♥ 11:11 PM
& born into eyes not by my own decision(: im feeling so happayeee hehehhe cause i just finished watching boys over flowers on teevee. yes, im following the teevee's slow pace of showing BOF and and i know its a little slow now, because everyone has already watched bof like ten times or something and im still stuck at the 12th or 13th episode but that's the whole point (: I am going to train myself to endure and wait patiently for every week to come, then only will I appreciate it even more right! So, no one disturbs me on saturday nightsss (:
Anyway this week was pretty much really hectic. Especially history pt gosh, but I was really lucky to have such amazing friends who came down and film for me (: You know I realise that sometimes a little could really go a long way, and sometimes an insignificant "how are you""might actually make a person's day! So, never underestimate the power of mankind (:
So now that most of the pts are done, except SS, I have to start studying for my double humanities paper ugh :/ humanities are really driving me nuts, you have to burst your brain during lessons thinking about questions and questions and doing mindmaps and explaining causual links and profound factors and discuss this debate that, and its really driving me crazy, but I somehow like it. I like how we are forced to think and doubt but I hate it when my mind just doesn't want to exercise. I had to very verbally scream at my head and ask it to think last friday, oh which reminds me what a painful day it was for me. It was like a bloody sunday, except that it falls on friday this time round. It was really chaotic trying to get my history pt to work, burn the disc, run down to ICT dept, borrow tie, copy work and everything(: so glad I got through it though.
ahh im hearing david a's in this moment now (: I think music is really really awesome (: Just a moment ago, I was viewing all my fb picturess and I think I could proudly say that you know, if anything were to happen to me, I would not regret anything that has happened. Sure, I would like to see the world, go backpack, get married on the moon and everything but sometimes I think whatever memories I have now is already enough to last me a lifetime. I have such amazing friends and family and everything else is just a bonus, just an enhancement. I really don't know what I am blabbering about here but yeah I don't know. I think I would be able to sleep well tonight (:
Alright, off to my last three papersssssssssssss (:
; she's more real than the real hantu
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8.07.2009;
♥ 10:30 PM
OH I FORGOTTEN TO ADD IN
today someone sent a text saying something about that moment being the,
12.34 seconds,
5.6 hours and
7th
(8)august 200
9
so i think its really cool like 7/8/09 kindof thing? but there would be 8/9/10 next year so i guess its not once in a lifetime ? but its even more special this year, cause it lies in the month of august (:
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♥ 10:09 PM
; feel it, if not get out.AHAHA OMG OMG OMG IM WATCHING TITANIC ON YOUTUBE AND IT really makes me want to cry all over again. omg omg save me please. at this rate im living life, im going to really migrate and live on a cruise and wait for Jack for a century. AH this is killing me. anyway, philo lesson today was so so so funny. hahahah, commensense realism and whats the other one. It is so funny because we all started doubting ourselves and like its really scary you know, having all that you always believed in suddenly become an illusion. Anyway really cool stuff to know HAHAHAHA go go google plato's cave and the hollow mask effect yes yes! SO NDP today was pretty good I must say, courtesy of my dogs (: but I was mainly rushing around and stuff with alanna and boon so didn't really get to enjoy the performance that much BUT WHY are there such few songs this year anyway pfftt. I always love the last part of ANY school events when we all sing songs and jump and shake sexy asses teheheheh, especially with all your lovely friends around you. really makes me smile when I even think about this. omg im writing with no paragraphs and improper sentences I just realised my punctuations are really screwed too. I think my brain really moves faster than my hands. Do you think mind processes go faster than the speed of light? I always like to think mine does (: ANYWAY I have so much stuff to say, school is really amazing and thank goodness for someone like Jean whos such a darling seriously. I won't be able to make through it alll without alll ofyou guys, which reminds me YUFEI GET WELL SOON (: cause now im sitting all ALONE by myself during eng and math classes cause my dear yufei is sick and shiqi is in a different classs so im alone and its not a nice feeling because the classes are so boring and you just want someone to talk to. I MISS YONG AND ILIANA AND JEAN SO MUCH I WANT THEM RIGHT HERE BESIDE ME. I missed training with batchmates and the killer sun and all the excessive application of sunblock. this is not a good time to misss stufff because because the exams are coming up and i havent started revising im dead. this whole week i've been always falling asleep while studying because for those who havent beenn to my house, my desk is right beside my bed. what cool zen arrangement. im really tired today, the rehearsals are seriously making me so so tired with the crazy energy level and dance numbers and it being 7 hours long./ ugh so glad todays a friday.
and the earth shatters when we jump
and i shall end with such a positive picture (:
p.s jean you'll look lovely tomorrow i just know (:
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8.04.2009;
♥ 9:33 PM
dont run so fast, please ;
i've never been so disappointed in myself ever.
Never thought I would have this day, though. I always thought I knew the meaning of contentment and good-enoughs. but life demands much more. why ): this is eating me up. bit by bit, I swear.
i cant catch up.
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7.31.2009;
♥ 3:58 PM
& I'll never let go Jack, I promise
TITANIC ):
I SWEAR ITS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE YOU CAN KEEP CRYING OVER AND OVER FOR HOURS. AND IT DOESNT HELP THAT YOU HAVE A VERY BAD COUGH SO YOU'RE LIKE CHOKING ON YOUR TEARS.
seriously. the movie is really good. shit. Just hearing the song makes me want to cry all over again AGAIN. stupid dicaprio, such a fine portrayal of Jack. I HATE TRAGEDIES ): I HATE TITANIC.
I watched titanic just yesterday cause I was really bored at home and I was too sick to get out of bed to do anything else so I turned on my recorded shows and pressed the play button, not knowing what I have gotten myself into. AND THERE IT IS. LITRES AND PAILS OF TEARS. AND ITS ALL THE STUPID SONG'S FAULT BECAUSE IT HAS SUCH A MELANCHONIC TUNE TO IT AND JUST MAKES YOU WANT TO CRY EVEN HARDER. And it doesnt help that the actor and actresses are so good and dicaprio is so good-looking and he died.
yeah, thats it. When I go back to school and people ask me how's being sick and stuck at home and everything, I'll tell them that I watched Titanic and cried. alot.
Rose: I love you, Jack.
Jack: Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes.
Rose: I'm so cold.
Jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?
Rose: I can't feel my body.
Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.
Rose: I promise.
Jack: Never let go.
Rose: I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack
AH AH AH IM A SUCKER FOR ROMANCE. my heart can't take it anymore.
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7.25.2009;
♥ 10:12 PM
& sloth gets the girlyay, the weekends are here (: I must say, this whole week has been pretty good, and im almost done with my geog peetee yay (: GOODNESS BUT BUT I still have more to go so I shall not get carried away. Anyway, on thursday, Yufei dragged me to watch thriple bill which showcases three drama school pieces at their SYF and they're really really cool (: We went to support Jasmine la, shes so cute albeit acting such a creepy character. The arts house is a really pretty place and they have exhibitions by Lasalle there too. So we went to take a look. OH BEFORE THAT we went to do our work at the ACM (ancient civilisation museum). I tell you, its the best place to study/do work or whatsoever because its so quiet and theres music in the background and and the whole environment just deserves three thumbs up! HAHAHA I love myself for finding that place hee (: Oh ya, so it was Germaine Yufei and catshin that went with me (:
okay I got to say all the plays were really good, especially the first two: Fearful symmetry and some Seven Deadly sins thing. Watching them is just so exhilarating because we all had nightmares watching their play. They're just so intense and well done! okay picturesss
we were all debating over that long brown thing behind us, and it turns out to be a GRAIN?!
oh oh oh, this is the coolest shit on earth. the white part on the floor is actually the shadow AMAZING how 4-d their brain must be manzxzxz
oooh, this is really really cute. how about a mini clayderman (:
oh yeah, we were so bored during the intermission, we decided to decorate masks teehe!it was suppose to be fearful, but idk what i wrote perfect. it just sounds together right, perfect symmetry.
POLARIOD POLARIOD POLARIOD I WANT ÖNE ): RHD
THEHEHEH what a fail jump shot. obviously have no experience with polariodss but STILLL
OH YES AND JAP BUFFEET WHEEE~~
seriously, you can just keep ordering. the best part is that, you don't have to walk up to some elongated table and pick food on your plates and look like a glutton. Just smile and look at the waitress and say "can I have more unagi please""(:
Satuday is ending :/ Had rehearsals today, pretty good. We finally learnt a song hee (: oh oh oh piano studio rehearsal tomoorroww. I swear they're ripping my holes off yknow, 1 min is 1 dollar AHHH. Ohwelllss anyway my piano exam is nearing and already now, when i practise scales, im already like missing flats and sharpss. EEEEK. alright, im going to play boards game now (: they prevent dementia!
I GAVE UP ON MY PEETEE ALREADY STINKS.
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TITANIC ):